Unrequited Love

Fall in love with her, lose her, still love her, hate myself, etc.
yeah.. It's called life. Sometimes Life sucks.
Nowadays it's hard to even find a relationship with mutual love. It's pathetic how people use love so lightly. People seem to think love is able to fade. If it is love, you keep it. Forever.. Which is why it hurts so much for someone you love to leave you, because it just means.
They never truly loved you back.

not too deep pain. maybe.

just "liking", but not "already".
didnt give all of me. knowing first before loving.

im not easy to like someone, idk really liked her.
still at the stage of liking, not a love yet. but idk why hurt.
if only she ever given chance to know me more.
im a man who's willing to sacrifice almost everything for someone that i love. not just on my mouth.

now she alr loves another guy, a "better" men.
now maybe im just a guy who disturb them.
just hold it, hold any longer til this pain's gone..

my fault, my mistakes.
regret, but lesson learned is the only positive thing.